Mourn for a Lullaby

Theres a war inside my head
feelings i dont understand, wating to awaken
to claim barefoot what once was denied
now theres a naked girl inside my head
to pretend she felt what once was mine
all the endings we seek, to reach the hard beginning
now we all run, naked inside our heads
the freedom that once was denied
to cover up the springs wasted
to shield ourselves with what is now ours
and we remember our scars and smile
now the awakening inside my head to reach the better good
of a thousand lives, that shreaded skin and followed the lines of sorrow
now we join the new beginning of wasted years and happy memories.