My Expression

today, another ordinary day....
when i lose against my thoughts beating by my feelings,
they are all i got
passion drives powerless, i could never be bold enough to make them disappear
they are what makes me
i could never bare it, sleepless i become more and more thoughs of you

cut my self i sahall, will stop?
just another ordinary day
when i speak my mind with empty words, will this be the day u change my life?
what have u reduced me to? scared imitations of what u burn
do u exist? and i heart broken?
do u know what u are?
the drug that shifts the air
the pain that boils in me, my failure...
i continue and i die, how can i fight myself?